Rough Days

I didn't really sleep much Monday night. I dreamed about boot camp, and wondered what was happening to Austin a lot. Maybe watching that movie wasn't the best.

Since I don't live at home, I don't see him very much. So it isn't that I am missing him. But the fact that I can't talk to him. Today something made me laugh that would have made him laugh, and I wrote a whole text before I remembered I couldn't send it.

I do find myself thinking (often out loud) I wonder what Austin is doing. I hope he is ok. According to my math, he should be getting his first bit of sleep tonight since he got there around 2am on Tuesday. He called mom and dad at 4am, I guess to let them know he was there safely. The phone ringer in the bedroom was turned off, so they missed the call. Mom was pretty upset. I hope it didn't get him down that he called an no one answered. :(  I wish I lived at home, I would have heard it. When UPS would call at 4:30 in the am to see where Austin was (when he worked there), SHEW I used to get so ANGRY when they would wake me up!

This weekend is Matt's 25th birthday. I have a surprise party planned, except I blew it. So it isn't really a surprise. But it is planned. He better fake like he is shocked. :-D.

I have been neglecting my baking blog.  :( I have been neglecting my baking actually. I hope to get back to it soon.