The last class

They say the final class is always the hardest, and boy is that ever true this time around.

The class itself is extremely demanding, with it basically being one large group project, as well as a lot of individual projects due as well.

This semester I have less free time, I spend 10-12 hours a week in my car driving, compared to the 5-6 hours before.

I worked at my new job last semester, so I am used to having less time during the day to work, but I am still getting used to the routine of working and getting school work finished.

I have more distractions, when I come home I want to hang out with Eric, I want to see how his day was and I want to go to bed at the same time he does. Before, I would take a break and talk to him on face time and then when he went to bed, back to work I went. I saved a lot of my work for the weekends as well. That doesn’t work now as I have to have my sections to my team by Thursday evenings.

I want to plan my wedding. As much as I said I wouldn’t be worrying about the wedding until May that is a lie. I can’t help it.

I am over school, I have been doing this school thing for 3 years, and I am tired of having no free time, tired of not getting to watch my shows, tired of having to say no to friends because school work needs to be done. I am tired of writing and researching.

This last semester, when it is finished, will allow me to feel a real sense of relief and accomplishment. I am pretty sure I will cry tears of joy when I submit that last assignment.

I can’t wait to READ a book, catch up on my DVR that is filling up, paint my bedroom and decorate it, spend an entire weekend with Eric and not worry about when I am going to get my assignments complete. 

I can’t wait to hang that piece of paper on my wall.