My life is at a stand still I feel like.
While I LOVE my job, I love the girls I really do, I am just not doing what I want with my life.
I want to be a counselor and help children.
I have been tossing around the idea of going back to school and getting my masters and I really feel like I need to seriously do some research and see if I can make this happen.
I need to do what I am passionate about, and lately I have just been feeling like I am selling myself short.
But, I am scared too. This weekend I am alone, and while I lounge at the pool, I am really going to mediate and pray about my options.
I really need to figure out how to finance, and juggle life to meet my goals. I can no longer ignore the nagging in my head about this. I need to do this. I need to feel fulfilled and like I am making a difference (is that arrogant?)
I wish 100 times a day that someone would have told me to stick it out at UMD and get my masters degree. I was burnt out and just didn't have 1-2 more years of school in me at the time, but it truly is my biggest regret.
So, dear bloggy friends, have you gone back to school? How did you do it? Did you work? How did you pay for it? Tips? Tell me I am crazy? Will it make me happy? Tell me I can do it? AHH! My mind is racing about this and you my friends are getting the result of that.